The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.

I don't remember the exact date we decided to get back together. It was a long time ago, but just happened at the same time. Things have been WONDERFUL! The way they should be. The way they were. The way we wanted it to be. The way we knew they could be. We knew it was there, that's why it was so hard for us to let go.

All the little things I wanted from him, he's doing. Its awesome! He gives me a warm squishy feeling inside. I love it. He tells me he loves me a lot (and first, not just in response), he holds doors open for me everytime. He is more affection it. He lets me know he's thinking about me and how much I mean to him. I am SOOOO HAPPY!

In the time we were apart I was sooooo miserable. I cried almost every day. I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating, I lost my sunshine. In the time we were apart, he hung out with his friends, met a few girls, spend some time alone. In the time we were apart we discovered how much we mean to each other. I pretended he didn't mean that much to me. He was cool to hang out with but I didn't like him that much (I was wrong). He realized that everything he's looking for in a woman was right in front of him the whole time. He realized he could lose me if he didn't act fast.

The ghosts of our pasts were haunting us. They created some of our actions, some of our fears, and definitely controlled our reactions. We were possessed by our demons. The time apart let us face them and exercise them. It took lots of self-realization on both parts to see what went wrong and how we can fix it.

Don't get me wrong, we still have some work to do. We remember the ghosts and the trouble the caused but we've got our proton packs and zap them when they get out of hand!

I LOVE YOU KEVIN!!