Still working out the details

In a previous post I said something like "what do you do when you break up with your best friend?" I'm still trying to figure that out. Today I was having a really stressed out day. I didn't have the one person that "gets it" to talk to about it. Later I got my grade back from my Math test. I was really worried about it and was sure I failed. Turns out I passed! Its not an amazing grade but I'm happy with it. I was so excited! but then I realized I didn't have him to tell.

I still find myself fighting not talk to him. Its getting easier but I miss our conversations. He could usually calm me down if I was stressed. Cheer me up if I was sad. He always made me laugh. I knew I could count on him.

What do you do when you break up with your best friend?